today was a bad day. nothing like getting out of a job that you already dislike only to have to go grocery shopping for pie tins and baking ingredients when you don't have enough money in the bank to pay for it. ce la vie.....
to top it off, i'm pretty sure i'm getting my first Australian cold, (and cold in general) in over one and a half years. yay......
we just had mark's parents over for the past 4 days and now we have some friends from NY staying for about 5 days. that in itself is fine, just when its combined with a erratic work schedule an no real time 'alone' to myself, i'm feeling pretty flat and cranky.
neil asked me what i missed about NY tonight, honestly i didn't know how to answer the question. there are times when i miss everything and everything about NY, the noise, the struggle, the lack of time, money, etc. the thing is, is that you really feel like you overcame something and really felt good about what you had sometimes. unfortunately i had to leave in order to see it and appreciate it, warts and all.
i hope i can be able to say in a few months with total sincerity and honesty that i don't miss anything about NY. right now i miss it all.
http://youtu.be/urt2cy7AqFs
this kind of sums it up for me right now.
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